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[Stephanieee Leah Kristeen Yang] name
[March third, nineteen-ninety two] birthday
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[sing.dancer.lover.friend.daughter] occupation
my name is Stephanie Leah Kristeen Yang. i am an aspiring singer and my dream is to one day be a famous artist in south Korea. my friend ANDREW SUN and Kim Junsu from the idol group 동방신기 are the ones who inspired me to pursue and follow my dream. i also want to become famous so that i can personally thank Junsu for helping me and pushing me continuously forward, and thank Andrew during my first award ceremony (if i win an award of course.)
Recently i've also been inspired by 2PM's NICHKHUN since he used to attend LOS OSOS HIGH SCHOOL up the street from my school(: i've decided that if he was able to be scouted by one of JYP's very own and become apart of one of southern korea's IDOL groups (even though he's half chinese/half thai) i can make it into korea too. (and i intend to one day)
So far I've auditioned TWICE for SM Entertainment and ONCE for JYP entertainment. the first time i didn't get passed the audition round of either company. but at my second SM Entertainment audition, i got a callback and made it to the final round. i am still working hard and practicing alot to improve. people say that i have improved so many of my older videos and audio clips don't show how i sound now.
MY inspiration:
LIFE: GOD&&my daddy
SINGING: Kim Junsu&&Zhang Liyin&&Andrew Sun&&Nichkhun
DANCE: Kim Junsu&&Chunmoo Stephanie&&male backup dancers&&Andrew Sun
RAP: Kim Yoobin&&TOP&&Lexy&&CL
3.11.09 @10:14 PM
and this is most likely going to be my audition song...if i can memorize it in time. i love her and her voice is so strong (: sadly, the runs in this song are throwing me off hardcore (and the rhythm too) but ima try my hardest to learn it by the end of this week (: i already tried learning davichi's 사고쳤어요 but i couldn't pull off this ONE high note TT^TT i kept cracking and it bugged me too much...also at one part they switch singers so if you sing it solo, you can't breath...and i can't do that (I LIKE BREATHING!~ ) hahaha mhmm mhmm but yea uhhhh i'm getting back into my workout video (: it's so fun and ima try to lose SOME weight for the audition cause i know i can't get skinny by then TT^TT but yea (: and and right now i have double eye lids (YAYY!~) iono how but i just woke up with them this morning (: i hope it stays for the auditions (: my makeup would look SO pretty if i had double eye lids :P hahahah
and and and and i might buy circle lens soon from PAUL (: when i get the money. but i might just buy some in rowland for now :P (should i wear them for the audition?) they're not going to be some crazy color, i really just want to get brown ish or even dark blue-grey (: that'd look pretty hahahaha okay well today's post was pretty boring (i'm thinking about starting a tumblr O.O)
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1.11.09 @4:53 PM
WAHHHHH!~ another reason why i LOVElyn ♥ lmao she included my man in her song (: lmao!~ gosh i should sing this song for my audition lmao jk jk but yea i like this song it's bery upbeat and WAHHHH just the fact that she included junsu ♥ ♥ ♥ (: hahaha but yea yesterday was HALLOWEEN and it wasn't as great as i expected TT^TT i woke up at 11 and i cleaned my house ALL DAY LONG until about 6? or 7? when my parent came home (they're finally back from taiwan ) lmao and then i had to make dinner and help them unpack and stuff. when all that was over i took a shower after all that hard cleaning and i got ready and i couldn't go to justine's house anymore cause it was already like 10 o clock? TT^TT so i decided that i still wanted to go out cause it was halloween so i went to kelly's party (: lmao!~ took me forever to find her house and when i got there, there wasn't much to do. another factor played in that made it so i couldn't enjoy myself as much...(but i'd rather not talk about that) but i DID meet some chill people. (: (though i kinda forget his name...) TT^TT lmao!~ all in all it was an okay night, i just wish that i could have had more fun (: TODAY!~ though im going to be doing college apps and homework...what a weekend...
OH!~ and ps. i hope everyone who went to the JYP auditions yesterday did well and i wish i could have gone (to support and participate)
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30.10.09 @12:23 AM
hi hi everyone (: how has your weeks been going? mine has been killer TT^TT lmao! monday tuesday wednesday my right leg was all messed up. and then today when it got better i found out that i failed my SATs and i have to retake it in december...which pushes back my audition stuff..i don't even know if i can audition for Pledis anymore TT^TT sighhhh and i missed the college fair at my school today cause i fell asleep while watching transformers 2...UGH!!! i'm just not cut out for college life huh? (just kidding...) but really though i'm scared..i really want to make my mommy happy and go to college (though i want to go to korea so badly and get famous) but yea i'm doing college apps and studying for my SAT IIs in a few weeks (i'm taking english and math) mhmm mhmm (: but yea TOMORROW!~ should be a good day (if it's not cold) cause tomorrow is our annual Halloween Parade at school (: we get to dress up and have fun :P hahaha i'm going to be the MAD HATTER from ALICE IN WONDERLAND (: i'm excited. it even comes with a headband that has a giant teacup on top of it ♥ it's SO cute and i can't wait to wear it. (im' debating though on whether i should curl my hair of wave it) sad thing though is that i'm too fat and the skirt is too short. good thing is that i have this black frilly skirt that i put under it so that my butt doesn't show ..... hahahahaha BUT i still look fat TT^TT ughhhh i much for my goal of losing weight before halloween... hahahahAND TO MAKE THINGS WORSE!~ i baked brownies just now... MORE FAT YAYY!!~ ... hahaha but yea ima bring them to school tomorrow (: cause i'm too poor to go to albertsons to go buy sweets :P mhmm mhmm and tomorrow is also Master Kim's hallowen party thingii at the studio (: i MIGHT be going with miss shine :P it'll be fun if i go but i have to ask first TT^TT and possibly clean before going... to make my brother happy (: hahaha welp i'm going to start my homework soon and then go to sleep (: goodnight everyone and goodluck to all my friends who are auditioning for JYP this saturday (: PAUL CHIN, JEFFREY JOO, and KEVIN (:
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28.10.09 @12:51 AM
rough week...hopefully things will get better...college apps and my last SAT. then i get to focus on auditioning again ♥ i'm so excited (:
so right now it's 12 : 52 and i still have a paper to write.... it's not that it's hard it's just i'm too lazy to do it (PROCRASTINATION!~) lmao sighhhh and yesterday i went to the next level. i got bored and i found this site (don't ask how) that morphs pichurreees together so i spent hours finding out what junsu and my babies would look like (: and some of them came out pretty cute hahahah (if i had some photoshop tools and i could fix the hair and some of the blurriness, they'd be cuuuuuuuuuuuuute and look pretty legit too) hahaha mhmm mhmm well i have to get started on this paper and keep andrew oppa company on msn :P i'll leave you guys to laugh at the pichurrees (: hahah have fuuuuuuuun. BYEEEEEEEE!~
the both have double eye lids (: and cuuuuuuute noses hahahahha the last one, if i could photoshop some cute hair, she'd be a really cute little girl (:
i know i know...i have no life and i'm weird (sue me.)
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24.10.09 @11:07 PM
today and yesterday were pretty good days (: here's what happened:
FRIDAY~~ afterschool i got gas and then picked up miss shine from OSOS (: we headed to mi casa to get money and then to dip n dots to get ICECREEEEEEEEEEEAM ♥ hahaha (i've wanted icecream for the LONGEST time now...) haha then we went to victoria gardens to buy my PURPLE shirt for the football game that night. after we finished our icecreams we went into the library where she was to get picked up (so i went home after). i settled down to watch some TV and make some ramen to eat before the big game. BUT THEN!!!! miss shine called me and told me that she wanted to treat me out to dinner (WHEN I JUST FINISHED MAKING RAMEN!~) lmao! so i left my ramen and drove back to the mall to go eat with miss shine (: (we had corner bakery) we talked and caught up (about life and auditions and everything) and then i dropped her and her niece off home. GAMETIME!!! i got to the game a bit late and parked HECKA far TT^TT and walked like 10 minutes before i got to the gates. i sat next to owen and cara and andreece for most of the game but then ended up sitting with alexis and the rancho rooters (: (LOVED IT THERE) i kinda lost my voice though (SADLY WE LOST 28-31 ) but yea after justin and meriel and i drove to the sacred heart festival by the WALMART. it was SO fun (though i only had enough money to buy enough tickets for one ride) we rode this one ride and recorded it but it didn't save TT^TT lmao!!! then someone was nice enough to give me their tickets and ALL of us went on the this FUN FUN FUN ride (i have no idea ANY of these rides names) i got SO dizzy though. after enrique and i went to win amber a fishie (where you throw a pingpong ball into a bowl?) lmao and we won (by cheating :P) and then we got ICECREAMMMM (agian...) and it was BOMB icecream too hahahaha. things ended at 11 but we left at 12 (enrique kinda taught meriel and i how to skateboard :P) hahahaha once i got home my brother brought me nachos from YARD HOUSE (: and then while watching TV i fell asleep on the couch :P (slept in til like noon)
SATURDAY~~ today was ann okay day. i got a call from miss shine and she invited me to VICTORIA GARDENS to go to some korean cultural thingii. so i took a shower and got ready (: once there we watched the festivities and saw morris, sam, julian, angela, kevin, juhee, sillas, josh song, tiffany, soo, jeffrey, and alot of other people :P miss shine and i decided to walk about and just window shop (: hahahah we spent the day at the mall til about 6 when miss shine got picked up and i chilled with tiffany and soo talking about life and boys .........lmao then i went home where my brother brought pizza to eat (: (PS. to those who don't know or forgot, my parents are still gone ) lmao! mhmm mhmm and now i should be cleaning TT^TT which i will do soon.....maybe
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20.10.09 @9:07 PM
lmao so like i haven't blogged in a while i think. (maybe i'm just crazy) but yea just a quick update with what's going on in my life. so my parents have been gone to asia for about...2-4 weeks now? for a business trip :P I LOVE LOVE LOVE being home alone with my brother. i can actually get stuff done at my own pace and just be happy (: (without my mom breathing down my neck) and and and yea school is pretty awesome right now. i have all A's and B's (: YAYYY!!!!! OH! and homecoming was last saturday (: it was pretty fun even though i didn't like GO to homecoming :P we went to justin's house at 2 and met up with everyone and took pichurrees. then i dropped off paulina and jaime and got money from jame's soondooboo restaurant. we met up at DREAM SHOTS at montclair then to benehana for dinner (: after dinner everyone headed for homecoming while james and i went to ROWLAND HEIGHTS (: woooooo we went to CUEE and Life plaza and into the diamond walk to window shop (: it was really fun :P then after we drove back to rancho and picked up jaime from homecoming and went to a GAAAAAAAAAAY kickback that lasted until 3 AM TT^TT but yea over all though it was pretty fun (: OH! and i forget to mention that jaime stayed over at my house from thursday til sunday (: we have LOTS of fun....playing guitar and watching CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLS and just messing around. mhmm mhmm and and and i'm volunteering at the library now for the senior community service requirement (: it'll be hard to get hours but it should be fun right? (even though i hate the library now ...) hmm hmm what else to talk about (this isn't a QUICK update) OH! i'm starting to practice with sydney for our performance in april. i'm just teaching her random choreos for now to get her back into dancing (: i can't wait to finish the mix with aimee (: i think we're going to add 2pm, g dragon, MBLAQ, SHINEE and alot of others to the mix (: i just hope the choreo will be smooth and the transitions too TT^TT but yea i have to study for my APGOV test tomorrow TT^TT ima fail again..... BYEEEE!~ PS. i'll upload pichurress when i get them (: for now you can find some on my facebook :P
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3.10.09 @3:38 PM
lmao i learned what that was today (: and SBS did a very fine job of putting on this idol show (: but this performance jumped out at me most (: even though i was supposed to be studying (which i have yet to start) i decided to watch this and BOY did i love this performance (: minzy just looked SO good and full of life (: lmao! but yea i dont have much to say other than
1. i need to study SAT 2. i HATE sat TT^TT 3. SAT is on the 10th which is in ONE week TT^TT 4. ALEX is coming soon (: 5. HOMECOMING is in TWO weeks TT^TT 6. i have yet to find a date 7. i need to go dress shopping 8. i have to buy tickets 9. I HATE HOMECOMING! 10. i forgot to work out yesterday TT^TT 11. ima work out FSHER today (: 12. JAEHEE needs to webcam me when he gets home :P 13. i need to record my part of JESSICA and ONEW's song ONE YEAR LATER before i send it to damns1234 14. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
